Friday, August 7, 2009

Beating myself up...

for wasting my own time with this trite shit.


Oh, shit. Let me clarify, I don't mean the PCP, I mean sitting on my ass and procrastinating. It's not like I do anything of value on this computer. The only thing of worth that I can currently do on this computer that is not PCP related is improve my grasp over Russian, or obtain a grasp over French. What do I do? I lounge around Facebook and periodically switch between that and Digg.com for quick little hits of dopamine-triggering stimulation. God, I'm like a junkie. It's kind of nauseating. And now I have to choose between dinner or a proper sleeping time. Maybe I could cook up some chicken, so I get the protein, but fuck me sideways. This is just disgraceful.

I don't believe in divine retribution, but there is no way the universe will not punish me for being so slothful.

I'm done with this. Tomorrow, no more. I'm not turning on my computer for anything other than accessing my workout.

5 comments:

  1. Sometimes you just gotta get that fed up. In that sense, all the time wasted has a larger purpose.

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  2. I hear you. I am going to start a log tomorrow and restrict it to PCP, 5 minutes of facebook a day, and 10 minutes for answering emails.

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  3. That's why I refuse to do anything more than accept friend requests on facebook. Anything more and I'll get sucked it (It's happened once or twice).

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  4. I'm with, Bass. Facebook is a major time-eater that gives you nothing in return.

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  5. I find myself getting drawn Engadget, Youtube, Facebook and so on... I probably spend more time than I should in front of a computer.

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